Thursday, April 16, 2009

More flowers

I finally mowed the grass, for the first time in this season. The backyard looks much more neat and tidy now. It has become a bit more colorful, too, tulips blooming and phlox as well. My garden is getting colorful. :)Yesterday I skipped my course lessons and instead of creating behind the screen, I was creating behind the sewing machine. I can't show you yet what I created but it is very colorful, even more than my garden. ;) It was a pleasant afternoon and evening, too, and I don't regret my decision at all.

Never before in my life I felt such changes and such change of fortune as I do it now. Every day something happens that stirs my emotions and never before I felt like I feel it now how I actually dragged the events of this moment into my life. Remember? It won't be easy to change myself but I will have to, in order to live a happy and fulfilling life.

My grandmom fell yesterday in the afternoon and broke her hip. She had a surgery operation in the evening and everything is well. Such news come suddenly and make some people frustrated and confused. I mean my mom by that. She has to take care of her dad now, and this is what changed her ordinary life. From my perspective, this is not such a big problem; I think that painful heart is much more difficult to bear than an old man in the house. See, how egoistic we are? :) But this is normal as we are only human.


paperseed said...

It is never too late to change, but the longer one waits the harder it is, I think. I wish I had known right after high school that I wanted to be a graphic designer. Instead It took me 7 years of moving around from college to college and then it took me four extra years to get the degree. But it was worth it. Even though now I hardly use my skills, since becoming a mother, it is nice to know that I could.

You can be anything you want, Pina. You are a rare and gifted individual.

Pina said...

Thank you, Emily, for sharing your thoughts with me.
I think that it is also important that we at least some time in our life find out what we really want to do. Better later than never. :)